Everything is Going to be Okay

So am I allowed to say I hated this week and still do?

This is going to be a stressful semester. The class work is intense plus I have a job? Then BSM... All the things I have to do for outreach... I feel like I do majority of everything plus a job? Just so much things to. Like tonight I had to say no to friends so I could just rest and be alone for a bit.

I was hoping this wouldn't happen but it did... But it won't stop me from loving people and going after people. My problems shouldn't be on them. I will learn to give it to God more so it can be hidden in Him. I want to shine for Him. I do not want to be dimmed because of my stress, the bitter in my heart towards people (which I am working on), my sorrow in some areas of my life. Except on this blog will you hear about some of it.

I wish I could run to my mother's arms and just cry in them. I miss my mother so much, I wish she would speak to me again and want to see me I do not want her to miss out on my college life and growing up. It hurts so much not to have her in my life. Not to be able to hear her voice and just talk to her. To tell her I love her and hug her.

Sometimes I feel so alone in this world. Even with all the friends I have and people who care for me, I feel so alone and feel like I can not go to anyone. My heart hurts so much. I just need a hug from my mother so I know everything is going to be okay.

I am just hoping I feel like this because I need to get use to school, job and leadership altogether, again. Then maybe it will get better.

Everything is going to be okay... My Father is with me and holds me.

INTRO:
[TobyMac:]
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way you hold me) x 3
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way you, the way you)

VERSE 1:
I’ve had a long day I just wanna relax
Don’t have time for my friends, no time to chit-chat
Problems at my job, wonderin’ what to do
I know I should be working but I’m thinking of You and
Just when I feel this crazy world is gonna bring me down
That’s when Your smile comes around

CHORUS:
Oh, I love the way You hold me, by my side You’ll always be
You take each and every day, make it special in some way
I love the way you hold me, in Your arms I’ll always be
You take each and every day, make it special in some way
I love You more than the words in my brain can express
I can’t imagine even loving You less
Lord, I love the way You hold me
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh whoa, I love the way You hold me
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
[TobyMac:
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way you hold me) x 3
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way you)

VERSE 2:
Well You took my day and You flipped it around
Calmed the tidal wave and put my feet on the ground
Forever in my heart, always on my mind
It’s crazy how I think about You all of the time
And just when I think I’m ’bout to figure You out (figure You out)
You make me wanna sing and shout

(CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
I’m so grateful and thankful for all You’ve done
Wish I could tell You in a short story or poem
But, all I have is my voice and this guitar
And You have my heart

CHORUS 2:
Oh, I love the way You hold me, by my side You’ll always be
You take each and every day, make it special in some way
I love the way you hold me, in Your arms I’ll always be
You take each and every day, every day, every day
Oh, I love the way You hold me, by my side You’ll always be
You take each and every day, make it oh-so-special
I love the way you hold me, in Your arms I’ll always be
You take each and every day, make it special in some way
I love You more than the words in my brain can express
I can’t imagine even loving You less
Lord, I love the way You hold me
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh whoa, I love the way You hold me
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh I love
[TobyMac:]
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way you hold me) x 3
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way you, the way you)

OUTRO:
[TobyMac:]
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way you hold me) x 2
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way you hold me, hold me, hold me)